ok so I was listening to John’s speech from the end of TRF again because I am a fucking mascochist
and if you listen to the way he says “and no one will ever convince that you told me a lie, so… there.”
I’M SORRY I CAN’T, I JUST CAN’T and the way he’s saying like a challenge or something, because what he’s basically saying is “you tried to make me lose faith in you but I won’t so fuck ya” GOD JOHN WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING and he’s like, full-on standing there saying this like Sherlock is going to jump out from behind a tree and be like “lmao April Fool’s!!!!” because John has trusted Sherlock’s instincts and his knowledge more than anything else in his life which is
fucking
devastating
to think about and like he’s so stoic and he doesn’t want to talk about his grief with anyone but the fact remains that he is broken without sherlock
wow someone choke me
please